Procrastination – the action of delaying or postponing something: to be slow or late about doing something that should be done : to delay doing something until a later time because you do not want to do it: because you are lazy: to put off intentionally and habitually: to put off intentionally the doing of something that should be done…
Synonyms: Deferment, Postponement, Stalling, Delay, Adjournment, Putting Off….
No matter how you dress it up with another synonyms Procrastination is just plain ugly. This has been a struggle for me for a long time. Just admitting it emits different emotions…
- relieved that I said aloud
- ashamed that it has been a struggle
- angry that I had not mastered this thing
But GOD…He has placed many people in my Life to provide the push I needed to move. In some areas I am moving full speed ahead you know that comfort zone we can move in with ease. It is in the unknown that I have faltered. The Big Thing that God has required me to do. The thing I have very little control of once it’s out there. I have had 2 books sitting in my computer for years, yes years and out of fear of the unknown or possible rejection weather it is real are all in my mind I did not move.
But GOD in His infinite wisdom knew I would come to the end of myself and ultimately do what He wanted me to do. Once I had enough, of letting my insecurities, past disappointments, the enemy or any other thing that kept me from moving forward I would publish these books. So now that I have publicly announced that I will publish these books you and I can look forward to their release in the very near future. I do Thank the Lord for this journey and His Faithfulness.